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As I faced my Maker at the last judgment,
I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls.
Before each of us laid our lives
like the squares of a quilt in many piles. An Angel sat before each of
us, sewing our quilt squares together into a tapestry that was our life.
But as my angel took each piece of
cloth off the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each of my squares
was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a
part of my life that had been difficult; the challenges and temptations
I was faced with in everyday life. I saw hardships that I endured, which
were the largest holes of all.
I glanced around me and nobody else
had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries
were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I
gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. An angel was sewing the ragged
pieces of cloth together; threadbare and empty, like binding air.
Finally, the time came when each
life was to be displayed and held up to the light - the scrutiny of truth.
The others rose, each in turn, holding
up their tapestries. So filled their lives had been! The angel looked
upon me, and nodded for me to rise. My gaze dropped to the ground in shame.
I hadn't had all the earthly fortunes. I had love in my life, and laughter,
but there had also been trials and temptations and sometimes false accusations,
very painful things that took from me my world, as I knew it. I had to
start over many times. I often struggled with the temptation to quit my
Christian walk, only to somehow muster the strength to pick up and begin
again. I'd spent much time in prayer, asking for help and guidance in
my life. I had often been held up to ridicule, which I endured painfully
- each time offering it up to the Father in hopes that I would not melt
within my skin beneath the judgmental gaze of those who unfairly judged
me. And now, I had to face the truth. My life was what it was, and I had
to accept it for what it was.
I rose and slowly lifted the combined
squares of my life to the light.
An awe-filled gasp filled the air.
I looked around at the others
who stared at me with wide eyes.
Then, I looked upon the tapestry
before me. Light flooded the many holes, creating an image of Christ.
Then the Lord stood before me, with
warmth and love in His eyes, and said, "Every time you gave over your
life to Me, it became My life, My hardships, and My struggles. Each point
of light in your life is when you stepped aside and let Me shine through,
until there was more of Me than there was of you."
Author Unknown
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